- 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒐𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔

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desol in distress

𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒐𝒍 | 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚/𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 | 𝒙𝒗𝒊𝒊𝒊"We were always surrounded by books and words and poetry, all the fierce passions of the world bound in leather and vellum." M. L. RioMy Stuff || More About Me

𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒔 :
- dark academia, emo, punk
- cosplay, LARP, theatre
- plague doctors
- occultism
- animals (esp. cats & crows)
- poetry, writing, engineering
- snow, storms, night sky
- 6oC, The Arcana, Arcane
- Conan Gray

𝒅𝒏𝒊 :
- ages -13 & +35, unless irl mutuals
- racists, homophobes, ableists, misogynists, etc.
- "MAPs" (p-dophiles), z-ophiles, hardcore p-rn accounts
- self h-rm / eating disorder content
𝒃𝒚𝒇 :
- english || learning french & latin
- CW: basically everything i do is cringe. i'm just here to have fun.
- TW: vent posts may allude to mental health issues, parental neglect, and domestic violence

- 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒇𝒇

🔒 https://desolindistress.carrd.co/mystuff

w r i t i n g

i wish to compose these words so fine
a lovelier shroud of sense and mind
than what I possess. this body mine
could thus be improved in all due time
alight the crows upon my banister
circling with intent just a touch sinister
with the endless clock my thoughts careen
amongst wild wingbeats in a feathered dream
i itch, with the poet's craving, unending
for still nothing emerges from my pen, unmoving
my heart all abeat, the rhythm unfounded,
my eyes crazed, possessed, my passions unshrouded
I write as though blessed, as though cursed, divine
I want to burn, be devoured, in the beauty of a line

P.S. I write burbs and aesthetics !!- Just shoot me an ask on Tumblr with a "prompt" (name, word, etc.) and some references or descriptions :) Here's an example!Azoth for @Wraith296 (A dragon emperor)Glimmers of sparkle hint at the edges of vision; trails of fool's gold that lead to oblivion. Perhaps it is just the sunlight, darting between curtains and blinds. He tries not to hear the tinkling of coins in his mind as he raises his face to the day. Here, it is calm, it is quiet; the pages are contained between heavy covers and stories don't bleed, don't spill all over the floor in reminders of bloodshed and pain. The coldest morning frost has nothing to the grating chains once hindering his wings...

p h o t o s

a r t
(click for full size)
follow my art instagram: @flametosmoke !

- 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒆

🔒 https://desolindistress.carrd.co/moreaboutme

b o o k
r e c o m m e n d a t i o n s :
- If We Were Villains by M. L. Rio
- Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo
- The Secret History by Donna Tartt
- The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern
- The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by V. E. Schwab

h e y ,
- i'm desol & i use they/them pronouns
- i'm a civil engr major undergrad
- but i stand in California with my toes in the sand. use the sleeves of my sweater, let's have an adventure ;)
l a b e l s :
- mbti : infj-t
- astro : ♒ sun, ♑︎ moon, ♋ rising
- orientation : nonbinary, bi/omnromantic, gray-ace bisexual

c u r r e n t
p r o j e c t s :
- making this Carrd!
- starting a YouTube channel
- a r t... so much art

art of me as an Arcane character
by @yakgwacookie on IG

c u r r e n t
f a v o r i t e s :
- using Notion as my workspace
- self defense / boxing in the context of my college class
- learning occultism

p e r s o n a l
s o c i a l s :
- lmk if you want them lol
o t h e r
s o c i a l s :
- Tumblr : @desolindistress
- Wattpad : @desolindistress
- Art Instagram : @flametosmoke